“There we sat around pots of meat and ate all the food we wanted . . .”
What?? You have to be kidding. But that’s what they said. The whole community of Israelites had just left Egypt where they were slaves. God sent Moses to lead His people out of captivity and eventually to Canaan– “The Promised Land.” He used ten supernatural plagues to show His power and to convince, or rather force, Pharaoh to let His people go. God also miraculously parted a huge body of water to allow His people to flee from Pharaoh’s army, and then destroyed that army with the same water. Anyone familiar with the Bible know of these stories. The people then sang, danced and praised God for his power and deliverance from their enemies.
But 2 1/2 months after these events the people are complaining that they have nothing to eat in the desert and they wished they had died in Egypt. And they actually recalled that they sat around pots of meat and ate all the food they wanted in that land.
Did they forget they were slaves?
They actually sat around? What slaves would have the time or freedom to sit around? In fact, the Pharaoh thought they were lazy when they talked of worshipping their God and then increased their workload.
They had pots of meat? I may be wrong but I’m guessing in ancient times, only the wealthy could afford large portions of meat. Poor people may be able to afford a little meat and maybe only for special occasions. But slaves? The ones on the bottom of the social ladder? I can’t imagine they tasted much meat at all.
And they ate all the food they wanted? I doubt that. I just don’t think they had a lot of food. Or owned much of anything. They were slaves!
So why did they say this? I’ve been thinking about it and wondering. . . is it because their former life seemed so much easier than what they were facing now? Perhaps they forgot that they did not have meat and unlimited food. But they did have stability, security, predictability in many ways.
They probably had a roof over their heads, and every day was a long work day with maybe a few breaks for rest and nourishment if they were fortunate. They knew the routine. They knew the people around them. They knew it would be like this for the rest of their lives. It was the life of a slave. It was predictable.
But now they were no longer slaves. They were free! And they had a new life. But they weren’t so sure it was a better life.
It was an unknown life. With an unknown future.
They saw incredible miracles and yet they didn’t really know this God who sent all kinds of plagues on their enemies, killed babies and soldiers, and provided a dry path in the middle of the sea and deliverance from slavery.
He was leading them by a pillar of fire at night and a cloud by day. And the human leaders, actually two brothers, that this God had picked out, seemed very unsuitable and had questionable backgrounds. Moses was not eloquent, was easily angered and as a youth he was a prince, then an exiled murderer, and finally ended up for decades as a shepherd among foreigners.
And now here they were all in the middle of desert with no water, food and an unknown destination.
All at once, the life they knew of a slave morphed into an imaginary pampered life they had never experienced. It seemed so much better than the present.
And it seemed so much easier than this life of unknown they were now facing.
And it seemed simpler than trying to have faith in a God they didn’t really know and were afraid to know.
I shake my head in amazement and puzzlement. Yet I stop and think. Wait, a minute, I, too, do the same. I would rather stay in a place or situation I know, or long for the past or the life I once knew, then to move on in faith. It’s human to feel that way. But the fact is, my past life is gone. And it is not as perfect or painless as I may remember. And so I must realize that God wishes for me to move ahead in faith, a step at a time, and to know and experience Him in deeper and different ways than before. And not to complain or dwell in the past that never really happened. I can’t say it’s easy, but then who said life would be easy?